Following my heart...trying to ignore my head

Day 370...thoughts about following my heart, raising money while also raising joy in my life, etc.It may come as a surprise to most, but sharing these videos is difficult for me...it kind of makes my skin crawl. I'm never polished enough, I don't take the time to brush my hair or organize my thoughts so I don't ramble or say something offensive...I just don't have time for that or if I do stop to try and make it polished, I will completely block myself from doing it at all. So I am choosing to try my best to turn off my head and follow my heart and just share my truth. Not sure it makes any impact or if anyone watches them but in the end at least I am getting out what rattles around in my head and heart until it cannot stay put and I can sleep a little easier for a day.